Topic of the Week - Wolf You Feed

Each Topic of the Week feels like another chance to talk about how I feel or what's going on in my life like my Weekly Blog. However, it gives me the ability to focus on rather a singular narrative then expand on something bigger like my Blog. So whats been driving me up a wall this week is something hard to put into words. I feel disconnected from the world almost to the point as if I'm watching someone else's life play out.

It sounds strange doesn't it, but what can conclude isn't, especially with my generation feeling the same way. They don't know how to process certain things, or get held back, or, a phrase that I like to use, they get lost in the shuffle. I feel in someways I have lost my self and more my dignity. It's strange to type this out and read it back to my self, but its true. Though the funny this about all of this is that im not 9 feet deep in a hole I cant climb out of. It's more so that im stuck in a kiddy pool and I'm drowning.

Life is how you make of it in a way and so is your problems. Nothing can break you, not words nor injuries, its your mentality. The way you perceive things is what controls you and how you go about your day. You feel shitty, you have a shitty day, shitty things happen. So is the same with the opposite outlook. Also, me saying this is absolutely meaningless because I am not you therefore I can change you just because you feel inspired from what I've said.

You have to go about that yourself. I am but just a whisper in the wind, or a thought floating in your head that you can be better. You have to will yourself and once you do, its that easy. There was one quote that hung on me yesterday. It said that the worst feeling in the world is when the person you are meets the person you've become. So go be the person you want to become because the only person holding you back from it is yourself. This has been the Topic of the Week, thanks for reading. Ricardo signing off.