Weekly Blog #10 - Forward

Today is my tenth Weekly Blog post and it has been a whirlwind since my first one. 10 weeks have passed and in those 10 weeks I have gone through a lot in some ways and in others, very little. My life has been stagnant to the point that I have been doing what seems like the same thing over and over again for the past few weeks, but that does not mean nothing has change. For one I have changed as a person and how I view the world has changed in a multitude of ways.

I used to follow a routine and I still do, but not as strictly. I used to deal with only absolutes where I had to do something no matter if I had the time or even the energy, it just had to be done. Of course this lead to me failing multiple times and I kept picking myself up to only repeat the same mistakes. I look over myself and with that I look over the care of myself which lead my heartaches and injuries throughout my body. I only cared about the result and not the bigger picture.

You see, I was focus on getting to my goals in the most unorthodox way possible which lead me to trip and fail all most all the time. Now I see it in a new light. I don't have to be 100% everyday, but I need to give 100% everyday. There is a difference between the two. You cant do everything everyday, its impossible but you can try and if you do try that is the only satisfaction you need because you know you gave it your all in the pursuit of moving forward. This has been the Weekly Blog, thanks for reading. Ricardo signing off