Weekly Blog #31 - Crossroads

For the past few weeks, I have not been feeling myself. For years I've felt like something is missing, something that should be obvious to me but yet here I am still feeling what I felt for years now. Of course it's nothing special as many teenagers feel the same exact away. It's kind of like picking a movie on Netflix and scrolling past all your favorite movies or ones you want to watch but you keep scrolling with no urge to actually follow through with watching those movie.

Your like lost in a tidal wave and gasping to breath. Your at a lost for words, stuck at a crossroads, or simply laying on your bed and watching the paint dry. What do I want to do, who do I want to be, why do I feel this empty? Thoughts cross your head and yet no answers appear except one, your lonely. Every Tv show, every song, and every ad is something revolved around love or finding the one. Your chocked by the media to experience things with someone and that you'll never fully enjoy life by yourself.

Of course this isn't true. You don't need someone to make yourself happy. You have to look within yourself and understand that you need to enjoy your alone time, enjoy the small accomplishments, and cheer yourself on as if you were a fan on the sidelines. Words are just words so to overcome yourself only actions will do. So pick your road on the crossroads and go full steam ahead. This has been the Weekly Blog, thanks for reading. Ricardo signing off